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hi spunky,yeah i have tried it with not alot of sucsess,lots of different sites.i have had more mfm3somes than anything else(strait)as advertised for a single lady or couple..since i am 50 it does make it harder,ive been told i dont look that old many times (not being vein).have long hair and used to surf so i guess not many ladies like guys with long hair these days or your put in a catergory.the single ladies i have dated turned out to be nothing like they stated,but still went out for a meal and chat and paid for the nite,though i should of said sorry you are nothing like you described and left it at that.i have had plenty of flirts from rhp from ladies much younger but im not sure how true that site is.when i decided to become a paid member alot of the flirts i got i sent a msg to and got about a 20% reply with not much results.one other site i am on i met a girl i do know who hotlisted me but nothing ever come of it as we have been to bed together but she has a b/friend or did so i left it alone even though i really like her.so i find it can be very complicating,there are as many girls who are not what they say just as guys.is it really that hard to meet someone who is honest ,d.t.e. doesnt have to be a glamor but i prefer petite ladies as im no muscle man but stil fit with ok body.no disrespect to larger ladies at all just my preference,see that may also be an issue for the ladies that i am only slim built,but have been told my body is in poportion for my size if you get my drift.so since im not one for clubing or pubing very much these days yes i find it dificult.i dont think i ask for to much,then theres sites where i have got heaps of really hot woman reply to me but if you dont pay you cant even read there emails,like fling.com....so i very much wonder how true these sites are...so at the end of the day if im really in the mood ijust see a w/l.i have seen some very very nice w/ls.two that especially come to mind,one i use to see weekly for 2hours for nearly a year and had some insane sex,the other was probably longer but not as often,same deal with the sex.yes the first one we ended up getting to close,the other ended up with a younger guy,she was about 12yrs younger(well they both were the first even younger) than me so that was understandable,i often wonder if she did ever marry the guy as he said they were going to...hope it all worked out for her.so when you get to my age you really have to weigh up is it really worth going out with someone on a date that can easily cost you at least a hundred dollars or more or go see a w/l.as if you go to some of the better places you know the girls are clean,have protection and you can have some great times and very memorable sex,but you still end up alone in bed.so thats the thing is it really worth getting into another relatinship or staying single.??i have had 3 long term relationships in my life with the last being the best,even though we ended up splitting up a couple of years bac we still were best of friends and shared the house,the only rule we lived by we wouldnt bring anybody else home to bed in front of each other.we both kept that promise,but now she has past on only in the last few weeks and yes i do miss her so much.she had a drinking problem and got to her in the end,50 is pretty young to die but i have to still carry on and it makes being lonely even harder,as i said we were still great mates.so where the next chapter of my life takes me who knows,is there the girl i am looking for out there?im not sure but one thing i have learnt i am not going to meet her sitting at home hoping she jumps out of my computer,i just cant see that happening but wish it was that easy.so if i want to have a chance of not being lonely i guess i have to get up off my arse and get out and try....sorry for rambling on......
sounds like your weekend was very up and down! In my years of wisdom (lol) i have learnt if i cant act like myself then the guy i am trying to impress is not for me. So the guy i ended up with on the weekend is cute, fun etc BUT there are fundamental parts of me and my personality he just doesn't like (my sense of humour, loudness, willing to speak my mind on everything, relative intelligence) and as a result i wouldn't want to date him, and we only ever end up in bed when we are drunk/tipsy (he much prefers skinny girls....although i did get told at least i move in bed unlike the last waif hehe). I guess what i mean is if you told stories and she got offended how much would you have had to censor you're conversation in future? I have nothing to say about the daughter issue hehe i dont see my dad often and when i do our conversations are very limited. Probably the most embarassing thing we ever went through was when i snuck out at age 14 and was sneaking back in fully dressed at 5am on a school morning and he got up to pee and ran into me buck naked. He was so embarassed he never did ask why i was coming in fully dressed rather than heading out! She will be able to laugh about it in the future 
Hows the search for a man going? You could always go on a dating show like the bachelorette or the farmer wants a wife. Yep Yep.
