Naturally I asked her. Didn’t get a straight answer so thought I’d see what you all think.
This is what I’ve summised from all your helpful comments and my own thoughts.
Most sexual experiences begin exciting and new.
The ladies are not robots. Sometimes there are mental and physical problems.
She is doing a difficult and demanding job and is very good at it.
She made me feel special and I must have misread her feelings.
I am thankful for the good times we shared.
I won’t let emotions get involved but will continue to respect the ladies feelings.
Finally - Share the love everyone
I mean money

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Thanks all. Glad I joined here and a weight has been lifted from my mind