transgender ladiesas real pople

i am a closet crossdresser and happy to be one,i dont have much in the way of clothes ,but do have some lingerie which i enjoy wearing on a regular basis more than the male variety.i dont think i will ever get the courage to appear in female mode in public,as my age.60, and looks prevents me...

I think i'll start off by saying I regularly go to see tgirls. I love it...and have for years. I have had quite a few relationships and partners over the years, some were very liberal minded young ladies; often into fetishes, anal, strap-on, mild bdsm, etc. But nothing turns me on like...

Just after some definitions... What does Trans-Gender, Active Trans etc mean??? How do I know whether they have vagina or penis etc.?