I recieved a message from Ms Sue last week saying a forum member had left a gift at Langtrees for me.
I would like to say a big thank you to honestman, thank you for thinking of me..So sweet
Good afternoon,
It's good once again to see some light in my day.
I'm glad that you've received that message & gift in one piece.
(Well, sorry I should've bought more). I went to Langtrees as a courtesy visit on saturday at 1:00AM; as abnormally late I understood and wasn't by any appropriate time for me to make a booking - but reason being so late was for me to hopefully see a lot more faces whom I've never seen before. Lana was there at least
. No wonder she is indeed would be sick/ill working during the daylight (or so I have been told by kind Natacha).
As much as my intents and wishes were as best received on that day/morning - you may or may not be aware that the day/s that followed from the following evening of saturday was not so dear & forgiving to me. You may very well be aware of this as from the thread/s that I posted recently; as well as witnessing my relentless pursuit in reclaiming that innocence; in which however manner it is received - failed to convince anyone to this day.
And add to this yesterday I was inadvertedly and unexpectedly submitted myself into
another ordeal at Casey's. I've spoken as kindly as I could to Tracey in person during my very short stay there (without booking anyone) for apologizing over anything that I have asked in front of the ladies; as well as my presence there in general to be quite frankly - uninviting and unwelcoming to their eyes and/ ears. That ordeal was as I suspect;
is largely unforgiven. As I am yet to receive any official word back from them.
I have expressed both my sympathies;
in both due care and diligence - as well as advising Tracey over a few precautionary measure/s that she would (hopefully) be in agreement from that day onward. This ordeal was to be quite frank, can be quite personal so hence I will not start another thread altogether and be vocal on this, as I feel that this line of communication would be best limited only between me and Tracey @ Casey's via email.
And yes, I do in fact have prepared another gift; for Casey's - for thanking everyone again for taking care of me through my four memorable experiences since 2012
(Sophie, Tahlia, Jordan & Libby). But the incident yesterday turned out so sourly to the point whereby I sadly had to keep this on hold for an indefenite amount of time until I receive sufficient amount of acknowledgement/s over that event.
Nonetheless, despite of all this.
I am sorry that you have witnessed (a change) of my character/liveliness at the forum. I have not changed at all in the way of my respect/s over to anyone in this industry; despite the two events above. Having said that, I am sorry for bringing the entire holiday atmosphere down at such a bad time.
If I were to leave it later, I'm afraid that my voices and concerns only goes unheard forever after.
*On the flipside*
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In any case - that gift + well wishes is simply my way of humilty in saying thank you, Ms Sue, Mary Anne, and all the ladies
(Anastacia, Chloe, Dominique, and now Emilie) - for taking care of me, especially for my first year as a member of the forum. I should also thank NT (Naughty Thoughts / Former Admin) to have said hello to everyone else including me in the first forum meet n greet.
Hence, till next time - I'd like to express you, NT and all families a happy end of year.
Sincerely,
- HM.
