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Spunkymunky
Well sort of!!
Tomorrow night in my little country town they are having a "saints and sinners" fundraiser at the local pub and i have some friends coming to stay from the city and we are all going.....along with another teacher here and her husband. In this town they take these things veeeeeeery seriously and everyone has to dress up so after much cajoling in the shops this afternoon i am a playboy bunny.
Little black dress with fur on it, bunny wrist cuffs, bunny bow for the neck and bunny ears. By little black dress i mean an inch below my butt!! So with leggings it should be semi decent.....or at least pubworthy.
Eighteen months ago i would never have worn anything like this out in public, or even in the bedroom. And i am a bit worried about it now - that self conciousness about being "fat" never seems to go away. But slowly and surely i am rebuilding the rubble that became my self esteem.
So wish me luck!!
Maybe i will find a cute farm boy lol
ccasion1
Tomorrow night in my little country town they are having a "saints and sinners" fundraiser at the local pub and i have some friends coming to stay from the city and we are all going.....along with another teacher here and her husband. In this town they take these things veeeeeeery seriously and everyone has to dress up so after much cajoling in the shops this afternoon i am a playboy bunny.
Little black dress with fur on it, bunny wrist cuffs, bunny bow for the neck and bunny ears. By little black dress i mean an inch below my butt!! So with leggings it should be semi decent.....or at least pubworthy.
Eighteen months ago i would never have worn anything like this out in public, or even in the bedroom. And i am a bit worried about it now - that self conciousness about being "fat" never seems to go away. But slowly and surely i am rebuilding the rubble that became my self esteem.
So wish me luck!!
Maybe i will find a cute farm boy lol
ccasion1