Anthony G
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Anyone feeling sad, down, or anything other than good, Don't blame dont name just describe whats keeping you down and maybe we can make you feel better and look forward to a wonderful weekend starting tonight....
Personally I really hope someone loves their job after making me feel better tomorrow night, I had my hand on it a few times today think of the last two weekends, I still have not watched any porn and I have not wanked, Once a week is my treatment and its working I am starting to feel better about myself and am not treated like a sexual alien, I choose not to be hurt by lies and this is where I find myself, We should be more open with sex and the fact most of us love sex but at what cost??? Pretending to be something we are not??? I choose to say girls who have chosen to work in this trade you are the most honest girls in relationships with me, I struggle with my mum sometimes but even that's getting better now, so thank you for that as well, My mother met a working girl maybe 8 years ago and she was fine other than saying she was a bit old for me and she was older than me, I don't know why I wanted to be around her but I did and it was a time I will never forget, We did not have sex, only once did it nearly happen but I realised then it would have been wrong as the reason for being there with her had changed, I wont lie I had to do a few smart shady things to keep 5 star accommodation around her but it was the only option I had when she finally told me the debt created, Hotels should follow rules and not let a beautiful girl check in with no ID so lets say I did things I normally would not do, I showed my ability to improvise under pressure and we managed to move forward in our lives and to be honest being around he was awesome when the pressure of rent and living costs where not a burden. I was not able to maintain and larger enough contribution and the movement required from one city to another meant that you have to let go. I have a love for her still but its because when I think about the time we spent together it was mostly very good memorys, better than any other pre or post relationships, Upperclass woman who was HIgh High Class in education and manners, much higher than me. Strawberry Road always seems to interest them its a Rags to Riches back to Rags story for me, I can live in both worlds and both are as amazing as each other, Anyone understand where I am coming from???
Personally I really hope someone loves their job after making me feel better tomorrow night, I had my hand on it a few times today think of the last two weekends, I still have not watched any porn and I have not wanked, Once a week is my treatment and its working I am starting to feel better about myself and am not treated like a sexual alien, I choose not to be hurt by lies and this is where I find myself, We should be more open with sex and the fact most of us love sex but at what cost??? Pretending to be something we are not??? I choose to say girls who have chosen to work in this trade you are the most honest girls in relationships with me, I struggle with my mum sometimes but even that's getting better now, so thank you for that as well, My mother met a working girl maybe 8 years ago and she was fine other than saying she was a bit old for me and she was older than me, I don't know why I wanted to be around her but I did and it was a time I will never forget, We did not have sex, only once did it nearly happen but I realised then it would have been wrong as the reason for being there with her had changed, I wont lie I had to do a few smart shady things to keep 5 star accommodation around her but it was the only option I had when she finally told me the debt created, Hotels should follow rules and not let a beautiful girl check in with no ID so lets say I did things I normally would not do, I showed my ability to improvise under pressure and we managed to move forward in our lives and to be honest being around he was awesome when the pressure of rent and living costs where not a burden. I was not able to maintain and larger enough contribution and the movement required from one city to another meant that you have to let go. I have a love for her still but its because when I think about the time we spent together it was mostly very good memorys, better than any other pre or post relationships, Upperclass woman who was HIgh High Class in education and manners, much higher than me. Strawberry Road always seems to interest them its a Rags to Riches back to Rags story for me, I can live in both worlds and both are as amazing as each other, Anyone understand where I am coming from???