hey i agree with ya john,dont let it get control of ya,been there a long time ago,n its not nice believe me,took me a long time to get back to where i am now,n know it doesnt take much to get hooked again,unfortuanately i never had a woman or family grew up on my own earned the big dollars n almost threw it all away still dont have a woman but slowly getting back on track,still like the odd punt but nowhere like i used to bet,walk thru the casino now ,n watch other people playing games i know theyll never win at im really surprised to see how they bet,n think quietly ...i used to be like that.... these days just bet small n sensible